Saturday, October 23, 2010

Dreams

This is supposed to be the best year of my life; instead it is a nightmare chasing me throughout the day. Where is my friend behind the mask? I know you are there somewhere and that is why I still care. Do they know you? Do they really know you? I run but you follow me.

Working, cleaning, sleeping, I can't get rid of you. Everything is a failure in my life because you aren't it. I may succeed but that is not due to me. I still don't know where it went wrong. I fail because I failed you.

I want a dream! A happy dream that doesn't involve you creeping into every corner of my life. Is that too much to ask for? You ruin me and now you infiltrate what little I have left. I hope you are glad that you have succeeded! You conquer hearts but you will not have mine.

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